vegas was fun! thanks amy for letting us crash in your uber-fancy hotel room. :) i played pai gow and won 8 bucks...but i started with 50 and walking away with 58 bucks is a hell of a lot better than walking away with nothing! plus i had the best time playing. and we also discovered a new drink from the ppl that we were playing with. it's called a miami vice...has i think some malibu rum, some other stuff...it's a girly drink topped off w/ some whipped cream!

so i'm really loving this song by daniel beddingfield...looking for lyrics atm so will post when found. oh ok it's called "if you're not the one"

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD


"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

it's soooooo good. anyway...so that's what's been going on. i am a confused girl..hopefully i can figure everything out by summer's end. :(

listening to: savage garden--er i dunno the name of the song it's track 4 hehe