i just woke up from a nap w/ a series of weird ass dreams or just a dream w/ weird scenes. i dreamt i was w/ all these guys......i can only really remember 2 buy i kno there were more. anyhow, the first guy--damn he was black again..and he kissed like crap, his skin was all oily and i think i was his first kiss.....elch. then the 2nd guy was that guy josh from american idol.....and we were at a house party w/ my MMS friends. He asked about hookin up and i was down.....and he was hot but he was an ass. like he coudln't remember my name or anything like that. it was all disturbing. arg. so i dunno what the hell that means. I had a couple of similar dreams a month ago...same kind of things...guys who are gross haha. i'm so freakin tired and i don't know why. i gotta pack sometime today. they put up airconditioners!! woohoo! figures it's cold out. haha.

listening to: why georgia(live)-lyrically/vocally sexy john mayer