Pendulum Stuck

I'm hovering between wanting to be single and wanting to be in a relationship. It's been about 2 years since I've been in a serious relationship and I'm starting to miss it. However, I am enjoying being single and might be a little too selfish to be in a relationship. I guess this is when I should try to start dating people. I have no idea what to do lol. I'll start getting busy with work in 2 weeks. Maybe I'll have forgotten about all this by then. At any rate, I'm just going to wing it and see what happens. It's a really confusing state to be in. :(